xi.xi.xi

11.11.11 - should be something meaningful before... something we could achieve together... but greed and ego takes everything - there were no winner or loser... everything was fuck up
but to date... it makes me wonder, over the things i've done...
i've lost something valuable for me... i lost my everything... my soul... my happiness... i just dont get it... and im still trying my best to get rid of it... of my sickness regarding my previous one... my obsession towards 'the subject'....



there's still a hole... blank chapter... inside me...........

i need your guidance...................
show me the way......
lead me to the right path Ya Allah.....